All I want for Christmas is suffering for you
Suffering - the well-deserved suffering for you
To know that I am still alive in spite of you
To deal with all alone
The way I used to
Everyhing changes in a second
Life or death - but the word of God remains
And it states that no art is gone
Ignoring you hurts me more than anything
This is why I shy away from people
Who pretend all is well
Because nothing is well with me
When you ignore me too
They tried
They failed
The enemies
I stood alone in the face of danger
They failed
Still, I hope one day
They will realize the mistake
Still, I hope that one day all the hatred will come to an end
Naturally, I am her
The one who doesn`t beg for you
For attention - not at all
Your mercy is with me
Because I did all I had to do
For you, I was all
Naturally
I am who I am
I am the one who loves you
I am the one who doesn`t lie to you
Insane - the devil is in the details
Insane - I remain the same
Insane - it`s crystal clear
Insane - nothing washes away the pain
Nothing but you
This is why I stand here
And I fight for myself
Insane - although it`s hard for me and you
