Overruled by the pain
You just decided to remind me of it again
The map that used to lead to you
Now leads to pain only
Now alone I am trying hard to stay alive
Because pain is just a reminder
We are alive when we suffer
But when we laugh too
And nothing compares to you
Your love, heavenly father
We are what we are
We are just part of the universe
We are the hope of the new beginning
We are the new warriors
But even the toughest warriors can get hurt
This pain shall continue
Until there is a cure for our pain
Because deceit controls our spirit
Because united we must be
Fear overrules my mind
Everytime
Fearful of the past
Fearful that I might be caught
Imprisoned by the fear
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
The cruelty of the one who doesn`t help
Because fear overrules his mind, too
We are warriors and have to fight each day
To stay alive
Hopefully, this ends soon
New beginning
No begging
No trust
Because I know you know I know
And because everything is just...
Because there won`t be no tomorrow
To tell the tale
Of the life that matters more when you have money
Cruelty of human nature
The design that keeps us apart
And which is destined to control us
No words, no other comments
This is just survival
An instinct there to protect us
Seems to take us apart
But where is the humanity and the kindness
No trace of them anywhere
It doesn`t matter
The distress and the way you are treating me
Because I know who I am
I am who I am
No matter the past
The present and the future
I have one hope only
That I pursue my dreams
Because love is a deceit
And it is not what it seemed
This is what I think
My dreams that rule my mind
Let them rule my heart, too
This is what I am hoping for
As it was in the beginning
So it shall be in the end
Broken-hearted one
Broken and in despair
Don`t be sad they say
How can I become myself again
My question now
How is this even possible
Having a broken heart is horrible
Holding on with head held high
The truth hurts
That we no longer are
And we won`t be ever again
Together
Holding on not to break into tears any moment now
Holding on because faith is cruel
And I can`t fight it
The truth is one
Forget about safety in this reality
Forget about the comfort because this is real
