New challenge arises
I can`t seem to find a way to fight this
There are so many greedy people around me
Should I stay or should I go
You say I should stay
Let`s see how this goes then
Your word is my command, my darling
You know how to save me every time
With the little gestures, with the little laugh
But it won`t be easy too
The forest of my dreams
The hope of your return
Now I know the meaning of what happened and why
One cannot live without hope, love and support
And you are all
Healing from the pain to be without you
The ocean that separated us
Your return, your existence makes me alive
Opposite to the way I died without you
Still believing in the love between us
Today this world is yet again with obstacles
But nothing can delete the memories
Love you all the more
I don`t lose myself, I`m born again for you
Learning to be without you
Learning to believe in the good without you by my side
Nothing matters more than love
Learning from my heartbreak
Learning from the past
Now I`m settling for a life
That I should have settled for long time ago
Having money having lands
But I`ve been there before
Now I know what matters most
But I can`t have it
And I will be alone once more
I know it - the history repeats itself
Although we have feelings for each other
We will go separate ways
Until we meet each once again
In yet another life
P.S. Inspired by a dream. A very special dream.
I waited for you to come back
Waited in the forest
The blue dress on you looked amazing
I know it`s your favourite colour
The wind playing with your long dark hair
Chasing you was a pleasure
And I don`t know if it`s true or not
This world provides us with a second chance
I met you again in this life
I won`t let go of you now
Because I deeply love you
Mistaken you are
If you think your misbehaviour will take me down
Or make me feel bad
Shoulda woulda coulda
I wanted to say
It was about time I blocked you
You should have known to treat me better
You would have been happier
You could have not done any wrongs to me
I don`t know what I`m searching for.
You are lost too.
Way too lost.
More lost than I am, I think.
This is why it`s hard for you.
It`s going to get even harder, I bet.
Today is the day I start my new life.
A life without you in it.
Nothing compares to that feeling.
I blocked you for the last time.
You are not part of my world anymore.
