Coming to an end

Coming to an end

This deceit

Our seeming defeat

Your arrogance

No excuses not even once

You failed one more time

To make me kneel before you

And your secrets unknown

I will not tell

Because darkness surrounds you

But I am not broken

Not just yet

Believe

 Believe me I am here

I am very much alive

And I will try to be present

Before the door closes one more time

No history tells all truth but many lies

The story of my life one more time

Crazy they all call who they can`t control

Because defiance is not in material stuff

It`s in their heart and mind

This should be noted

And nothing should be forgotten

Discovery

 Discovery of faith

Straightforward light into the darkness

I am who I am

Devotion brightens this day

And my will will not falter

Before me stands a giant

I will not be defiant

My emotions are sacred

And those memories opposite of hatred

The light prevails

Always one move ahead

This is what makes me a believer

Though many try to deceive me

Chaos

Chaos in the world

Chaos in my head

Alone in my bed

Better off dead

Still, I arise from the ashes 

Of the loneliness

This imprisonment`s unreal

And love do I feel?

No, only cold memories instead.

Sadness

 Sadness truly comes to you and I 

Differently but it`s there

I cannot help but hear the sad tones of today

The fear of going nowhere

This fear that nothing will become of you and I

In the end

And I stay here alone

All alone and forgotten

But I will remind you

I will remind you

Nothing that is written in the stars never gets lost

I loved, I feared, I was

And I will go away only if you do too

Madness

 You are my madness

You are my hope

You are my sadness

You are my all

Finally forgotten

Never in my mind

I stood beside you

You stood by my side

Never again will I feel that again

My hopes are long forgotten

And my dreams seem so cold

The way you are

The way I am

Never again by your side

Never again feeling the warmth

Because nothing else reminds me

More than anything of you

Sometimes I wonder where I stood

Sometimes I wonder where you are

No access

 No access for the wicked

To my heart destroyed

The fact I am still breathing

Don`t bring them any joy

No matter they will try to see it

To have fun

They did what they did

I won`t forgive them

Just to let them know