Happiness true
Happiness
real
Is
it true?
Is
it the end of this ordeal?
I
believe it is
It
doesn`t get clearer than this
I
believe the time is near
Without
any fear
To
celebrate a victory
And
write down our history
I
believe I am happy
To
know I have what it takes
To
feel powerful yet
Stay
humble and without regrets
A painful memory erases not all glory
It
reminds of their deeds predatory
Nothing
stands between them and their doom
For
they have forsaken all laws
They
have killed a flower in bloom
They
expected applause
Now
they search for deliverance
With
no regret, nor bitterness
No
memory of what they have done
Clenching
their jaws in thirst
Unable
to see the sun
Upon
themselves they brought this curse
Damp weather
Putrid
thoughts
Once
a friend
Now
a foe
Best
friends or no
No
air for you and I
Whenever
we are together
In
one room
Haven`t
bestowed upon you
The
gift of the doubt
A
grave mistake now I realize
Because
with doubt at first I should have
Checked
your loyalty
Now
I lick my salted wounds
No
different you are than the rest
I
will not forgive your mistreatment
And
I will not tolerate
Your
behavior
Beware
of jealousy they never said (my parents)
And
I haven`t learned my lesson yet, I guess
You
were not kind to me as I was to you…
I
tried my best to level down to you
No
more regrets, con artist – you…
Sweet
words you can`t use
Your
act is all the more transparent
You`re
rude, you are rude…
Look
for someone else naïve enough for you.
Love unbreakable,
Love enchanting,
Love amazing,
The whole of love,
The whole of light,
Life enchanting.
My only fear of tomorrow,
My very body, mind and soul –
In every thought now and then
The sadness crawls back in a refrain.
Forgive me, heart, for I made you cry
So many nights, full of nightmares –
Dark, unsettling and harsh,
Searching for a way back.
Not now, though, I`ve been through so much.
So not a scornful look of fate nor glance
Shall try to shake my faith in vain.
The trust of recollection will remain.
New challenge arises
I can`t seem to find a way to fight this
There are so many greedy people around me
Should I stay or should I go
You say I should stay
Let`s see how this goes then
Your word is my command, my darling
You know how to save me every time
With the little gestures, with the little laugh
But it won`t be easy too
The forest of my dreams
The hope of your return
Now I know the meaning of what happened and why
One cannot live without hope, love and support
And you are all
Healing from the pain to be without you
The ocean that separated us
Your return, your existence makes me alive
Opposite to the way I died without you
Still believing in the love between us
Today this world is yet again with obstacles
But nothing can delete the memories
Love you all the more
I don`t lose myself, I`m born again for you
Learning to be without you
Learning to believe in the good without you by my side
Nothing matters more than love
Learning from my heartbreak
Learning from the past
Now I`m settling for a life
That I should have settled for long time ago
Having money having lands
But I`ve been there before
Now I know what matters most
But I can`t have it
And I will be alone once more
I know it - the history repeats itself
Although we have feelings for each other
We will go separate ways
Until we meet each once again
In yet another life
P.S. Inspired by a dream. A very special dream.
