Wanted to say - shoulda woulda coulda

Mistaken you are

If you think your misbehaviour will take me down 

Or make me feel bad

Shoulda woulda coulda

I wanted to say

It was about time I blocked you

You should have known to treat me better

You would have been happier

You could have not done any wrongs to me

Just things I wanted to say

I don`t know what I`m searching for.

You are lost too.

Way too lost.

More lost than I am, I think.

This is why it`s hard for you.

It`s going to get even harder, I bet.

Today is the day I start my new life.

A life without you in it.

Nothing compares to that feeling.

I blocked you for the last time.

You are not part of my world anymore.

Feelings

Feelings come across my heart

Coming like a storm

A thousand petals scattered on the ground

Another day is ending yet I can`t

I can`t hold on to a feeling of warmth inside my heart

There`s only darkness

There is only coldness that is left

Rest assured you will suffer too

Every tear I cried

Will hurt you more than hurt me

Because unjustice has come to reign 

And I can`t take no more

Of this persevering hurt inside

Blocked

Like a bird searching for food

Like a man in a desert waiting for rain

I waited for you

I wait for you no more

The hardship now is nothing

Compared to what you put me through

You left me alone

You deserve to be blocked now

That`s why I blocked you

Dear, you are just a mean person

Who deserves nothing good

That`s why I`m saying this with a great relief

I`m glad I did it

I am glad I blocked you

Disrespect / Deleted

I deleted you

I am glad that I did it

You deserve nothing else

For the disrespect you have shown

For the unanswered messages

I am not invisible you see

I have feelings too

You played it cool 

Until it got clear

You didn`t care and you wanted to hurt me

Измамна красота

Грозотата на една постъпка

Която потъпка

Всичко градено с години за миг

Едно желание за свобода

И една несправедливост

Сега това ще обърка

Умовете на много хора

Понякога думите градят

Понякога унижожават

Как да ги използвам зависи само от мен

Измамна красота

По-добре сама отколкото в лоша компания

Никога не ще бъда каквато бях

Но и няма да се доверя

Отново на една обикновена суета

Freaking idiot

Freaking idiot

Thinking I will be same

Thinking I won`t say a thing

Congratulations

You just earned the prize of being the worst person ever in my life

That`s why you should feel ashamed

God knows if you are even capable of this feeling

You are stupid as hell

I feel as though this was an experiment

And to see if I will live one or take my life afterwards

This is what you did

I officially hate you so much

Even though your claims are that you are not a bad person

Are you even a person

I can`t know

I don`t know