Your demise

 Your demise

My weakness

Your opinion

My pain

I`m no stranger to this feeling

You can`t escape my way

God`s way

Trust your intuition

 Trust your intuition

Trust your mind

Trust your soul

Trust love

That`s the point of it all

And nothing less, nothing more

Harsh reality

 Harsh reality

A never-ending battle

Fighting every day

To stay alive

Love the way you hurt me

I grow strong

The things you do for me

The things you don`t

A never-ending story

Love will never fail

The battle will never end

Alive

 Alive again

Movement

Speech

This is me

Nothing more and nothing less

Although you try to keep me down

I will try to get up again

And I will try to fight it

I will try to fight your false belief

Because you think less of me

Because you think you kill me that easily

Friend or foe

 Friend or foe

Only time can tell

We are not the same

But we share a common goal

Can we not fight

Can we just talk

We are not enemies

That`s what I know

Hoping

 Hoping for this day

When you know my name

And hoping for the truth

To come to light once again

Breaking free

Feeling surreal now

Hiding behind masks

But I am who I am

I can`t change

I can`t escape

This is me

This is me now

And I hope for the best

One question

One question I need the answer to

Do you still love me the way I love you

Do you feel the same 

Or do you just drift through daily life

The way you used to

I have feelings for you

And no matter who hurt me

I still love you the same

My love grows stronger every day

No matter the gain or whatever

I am still hoping you are not far gone

And that behind that shy smile

Lies the heart of a lion

Hopeless/ Pay the price

 Hopelessness is key in the mind of evildoers

Why are you acting so strangely now

All of a sudden the situation is changed

And all of a sudden I can`t explain how

They managed to slow me down

But I will forever be here

One way or another

And my heart beats for no other

They tried to devastate me, my love

Their intentions are so clear

I am angry I admit

I will make sure they pay the price

Of their stupidity 

Treatment

 Such treatment I am getting

I wonder sometimes

Where I stand and what to do

Because the devils I am letting

To go through the door

They yell and they hurt me

With their foul words

But I know their intentions

I have been there before

Flawless

 Flawless

No one is

Perfect

There`s no such thing

I am who I am

We are all different

You are who you are

We are not the same

Yet harmony and bliss

Will come our way

To open up our eyes

For the beautiful truth

And one day

We will realise 

Life can be nice

Love and vengeance

 Seeking love, seeking vengeance

Both emotions constantly remain

No time to be ungrateful

Yet evil minds try to slow down my pace

The rotten ways of evil spirits when

No one is here with me again

Mistrust

 Amids the mistrust

Amids the lies

The truth triumphs

The truth that keeps us safe

To light the way

To a brighter future

Until my last breath to keep

Secrets I am bound

Because pain will ruin all

If I don`t

The love I feel the love once was

Will continue

It will continue to keep us together

Not apart

Unbearable to hold

 Unbearable to hold

A secret that destroys

Unbearable thoughts

But nowhere to run

A prisoner in this life

A warrior of the light

Without wings to fly

Nowhere to run

 Nowhere to run

Out of breath

Nowhere to hide

My face

I thought I knew you well

Now times have changed

The pain you caused 

Is with me again

I really  loved you once

Now I hate you

I am not the same

Regret

 You can only regret it

Nothing you can do

Don`t even mention it

You are flying solo

Once we were together

Together we are no more

You have no say

Impossible is your way

So now go away

The pain you caused me

When you let me go

Ten times stronger pain will hurt you

Now when you know

When you know

What kind of person I am

Without you I am strong

Rest assured I will come back

To haunt your dreams, darling

Rest assured

I regret nothing not like you

Love

 Love and devotion

Beautiful emotions

Stolen moments

Pure brilliance

A heart knowing the truth

A mind that remembers

Everyone knows it

This is love

Trying hard

 Trying hard to understand you

Once we were close friends

Never meant to underestimate you

But we turned into enemies

I was offended then I ruined you

This I will not forget

Neither will you

Cruelty became my second nature

I was robbed of my future

You should know not to mess with me again

And I hope I won`t have to warn you again, my friend

Ugly situation

 Ugly situation

Leading to frustration

The lies you told

Won`t let my wings unfold

You will suffer in the end

Because I have a friend

And my guard is up

With your lies I`m fed up

I know your agenda

Your plan will simply not work

Doing a wardrobe purge + Fa Fiji Dream REVIEW

 

First, the deodorant Fiji Dream by Fa smells amazing.

Second of all, the wardrobe purges can be really stressful and tiresome sometimes, and doing it slowly is maybe the only way to do it.

It is quite cold outside and I stay at home more these days. So I figured to do something good for myself like a wardrobe purge. I donated two big bags of clothes and shoes.

Shadow world

 Shadows and regret

Regret and pain

I can`t forget

This pain

Shadow world

And the shadows reign