Regret

 You can only regret it

Nothing you can do

Don`t even mention it

You are flying solo

Once we were together

Together we are no more

You have no say

Impossible is your way

So now go away

The pain you caused me

When you let me go

Ten times stronger pain will hurt you

Now when you know

When you know

What kind of person I am

Without you I am strong

Rest assured I will come back

To haunt your dreams, darling

Rest assured

I regret nothing not like you

Love

 Love and devotion

Beautiful emotions

Stolen moments

Pure brilliance

A heart knowing the truth

A mind that remembers

Everyone knows it

This is love

Trying hard

 Trying hard to understand you

Once we were close friends

Never meant to underestimate you

But we turned into enemies

I was offended then I ruined you

This I will not forget

Neither will you

Cruelty became my second nature

I was robbed of my future

You should know not to mess with me again

And I hope I won`t have to warn you again, my friend

Ugly situation

 Ugly situation

Leading to frustration

The lies you told

Won`t let my wings unfold

You will suffer in the end

Because I have a friend

And my guard is up

With your lies I`m fed up

I know your agenda

Your plan will simply not work

Doing a wardrobe purge + Fa Fiji Dream REVIEW

 

First, the deodorant Fiji Dream by Fa smells amazing.

Second of all, the wardrobe purges can be really stressful and tiresome sometimes, and doing it slowly is maybe the only way to do it.

It is quite cold outside and I stay at home more these days. So I figured to do something good for myself like a wardrobe purge. I donated two big bags of clothes and shoes.

Shadow world

 Shadows and regret

Regret and pain

I can`t forget

This pain

Shadow world

And the shadows reign

Greatness falls apart

 Greatness falls apart

And everything is grey again

Feeling so close to tears

But with no tears left to cry

I let all those fears

Control me once again

I can`t win this

It`s so hard to find

Something that is precious now

Scared

 Power struggle

And suburban hustle

Scared to the core

Of guns and all

Remaining the same

In this life insane

Safes and gold

But habits old

Scared and alone

Afraid of the dark

The sin

 The sin within

The cry, the try

Nothing is the same

Nothing

Protesting once again

My voice will be heard today

Nothing is the same

What you`ve done will stay forever with you

What I`ve lost will be compensated by the Lord

The dark side of you

 Bottled up emotions

Emotional corrosion

You loved me like no other

I can`t stand this madness now

I can`t look at you the same

I know you want me still

And I can`t deal 

With what you want

So just don`t

Come near me

Forget about me

Call me crazy

 Call me crazy

Whether or not you hear my thoughts

My pleas to you are screams in the abyss

My cries - tears of joy to you

How cruel you are

This is the bloody truth

This is not my life

You have stolen all

You will end this now

Because you can`t take

The nothing I have become

I can`t

 You can`t break what`s already broken

Waiting for my spirit to be set free

This vice is eating me alive

Leaving me helpless

Give me hope, my love, my everything

I can`t fight this alone

Nothing`s the same without you here

Situation critical

 Critical minds in this situation critical

So fast to talk but it`s ridiculous

Nothing they know nothing they suppose

They want all they want now

But they don`t know what to do and how

So unclear their intentions for the outsiders

But once you get to know them more

You see how their ridiculous plans

Can turn into ash

And that they form just nothing more but

A mass of people with no opinion

Nobody

 Nobody understands the pain behind my eyes

Nobody can see what`s going on in my soul

Nobody sees the tears I am crying every day

Let my enemies burn in the fire of their demise

And don`t let nobody in my life with feelings foul

God, hear my plea

And let them know for how long I`ve been holding back

Redemption

 Not for you

Redemption

You will suffer

A lot more than I did

Redemption

No more words

Actions will speak louder than my words

Your scheme was found out

You will search for a hideout

Bloody crows are singing

Church bell ringing

Another chance

 No chances for the wicked

I have had enough

Behind closed doors 

I cried

I couldn`t even go out

No more chances

Because you know

You are next to cry

I won`t give up

I won`t try to hide anymore

The pain you caused me

Equals to death.

Fa - Fresh & Dry - Deodorant review

I`m very pleased with this non-alcohol deodorant. It smells really nice too. I recommend it strongly.

5/5 

 

Beauty Formulas - Detoxifying bubble mask with activated charcoal

 

I`m very pleased with the result this mask provided for the skin of my face. I really approve of it.

5 out of 5 stars from me

Defeated

 Once powerful, now - defeated

Laying in my own blood

Treacherous feeling

Being smashed by the machine

The system of corrupted minds

Darkest hour

Darkest thoughts

And all the things considered

Waiting to go home

But even there there`s no peace

There`s no hope

I have secrets

 I have secrets

I have a few

But will I tell them?

And to whom?

A silent cry from my heart...

And my mind is burning up with fever.

To sleep sometimes is hard.

To ask me no one cares to.

I will, it seems, carry them to my grave.

It seems to me that I am anything but brave.