Свободна

 Уж свободна да избира

Свободна, но не съвсем

В затвора всеки ден

В капана на инфлацията и цинизма 

Уж свободна, но никак

И живот в социална изолация

Такава обстановка не се търпи

Безпаричие и безработица

Няма край тази безпътица

Няма край мъката

Transgression

Ugly truth

Beautiful lie

Life is a game to you

May God be with you all

Because evil is lurking near

You shall not become its victim

God has not forsaken us 

We must fight for our rights tough

Against the transgression of our enemies

Against the evil in their mind

Against the stress in their presence

They have ugly souls

Killing you killing me

 Another day, another atrocity

Another one bites the dust

You have taken everything you can from me

You want more I bet

I can give you all my hate

Is this enough for you

I bet it`s not

No shame you have for all you`ve done

No shame and you keep breaking me

Killing you killing me

It`s the only solution

Рециклиране

 080014100 - Телефон за национално "рециклиране" Изобщо не си губете времето с тези. Ако правите ремонт вкъщи и имате нужда от извозване на отпадъци това НЕ са вашите хора. По телефона се направиха на интересни на човек с инвалидност. Не им прави чест. Търсете частни превозвачи или някой друг, който да ви помогне с извозването. Изключително съм разочарована и от отношението на хората в Бюрото по труда, които твърдят, че нямат подходяща работа и да съм си търсила работа сама. Пиша всичко това с прескърбие, защото оцеляването ми е поставено буквално на карта. Всеки, който се опитва да прави нещо добро бива наказван по някакъв начин.

Тежка прокоба

 Тежка прокоба над едно село

 Тежка тегне и до днес

 Молитви трябват и водосвет

 Защото светец го е проклел

Да не се разбират сестри две

Там където има

Да се събират, но да не се разбират никога

И така и до днес

Затова страда челядта в толкова много къщи там навред

Молитви трябват и водосвет

Защото е тежка прокобата

Най-тежка - от светец!

Защото не му дали подслон в селото 

Breaking the curse

Praying that the land curse will be broken

Praying with all my heart

Because love will find its way, I believe

And the sound reason will purify the name

Of the town that is hidden here by choice

Protection of the heavens

I pray and today let not pass in vain 

This day is sunny but the night was tough as hell

Praying that today a progress will be made

And the light will fall upon the mentioned town again

And forever let it stay

No comment

My face

Your hand

I can`t

I can`t explain the way I feel right now

I feel like you`ve taken all from me

But I will try to fight this feeling

And I will try to stand my ground until

Another one comes to "save me"

Because saving me this way is a curse

And being beautiful is a curse as well

I have no comment for what you`ve done

But a secret must remain

Because too many secrets revealed might start a flame

No one has to know

No one has to know

But now they do

What are you going to do

It`s up to you only

I am amazed by your stupidity

How could you do such an unspeakable deed

I am not the one who will judge you but God

Get away from me and my life

You deserve to disappear

Nothing much, nothing less

And disappear now

Because shadows of the night are here today

And every day when I think of you

Vampire

Vampire heart

Made of stone

But full of love

Life is hard

But the truth protects us both

Warrior of the light in dark clothes

Blood and life

Forever

Casual revenge

For a casual revenge today

I decided to drink tea instead of anything else

The tea you`ll never know

Because you want all

And you know you want what is not yours

That is why I`m staying inside

And I`ll fight until the end

Getting my armour ready for tomorrow

And the rest of my life

Casual revenge - life is not the same

With such high stakes

Dreamy

Dreamy mood, watching the stars

Dreamy and hopeful for the future bright

Dreamy still not forgetting the hurt and betrayal

Between good and evil, between bliss and ill thoughts

Forever destined to dwell between two worlds

Reality and imagination

Wishes out of desperation and fear

Nothing compares to real love

Hybrid

Hybrid life

Escapism in my sleep

Hybrid life

Emotions deep

That I can`t forget

No matter how much I want them to evaporate

Hybrid vision

Sleep with one eye open

And be with two steps ahead

Hybrid vision and deep love

Forsaken I shall be not

P.S. Grammarly says it`s in formal style. Lol. Idk

The venom

You poisoned my brain

You wanted all for yourself

You are greedy and evil

You sure are going to hell

Because you have no humanity

All you have is a thirst for profit

Stealing my sanity daily

With your stupidity

The venom you are making me take

Will backfire for sure one day

Dangerous

Dangerous thoughts in my mind

Dangerous and lethal sensation in my blood

Nothing can stop me now

Being alive in this crazy world

Is not for everyone

Tempted

Leave your logic aside

Love is talking now

Tempted by the mere sweet moments

Tempted by your love

I can`t forsake now

All that I am responsible for

I can`t lose control

Tempted by your love

Love is talking now

Stay away from me now

You know you have to

I know you

And I know you know me too

Not afraid to die

I have what it takes to overcome the injustice

I have all the right resources and I have you on my mind

The support, the presence...

So I`m not afraid to die

But some people wish I was dead for sure

How can I beat this situation now

I hear them talking, I  smile only

I watch them walking, I feel their souls` absence

You are not pretending anymore

You told me you could fight alone

But no one has to fight alone in this world

Full of cold, darkness, and evil thoughts

Downright criminal

Downright criminal

You roam the streets not bothered by anyone

No conscience

I hate the way you make me feel

I hate you

You made me your enemy

And your pretended respect

Is what sickens me

The picture?

Why was I such an idiot?

To believe someone like you can be friends with

Someone like me

Born different - out of two different worlds

This is not what will destroy me

This will destroy you only

Fast

You said darkness is fast

But light is stronger

You said something about the past

You said I am your enemy

But I am not the same now

Even though I might be alone

I am never lonely

You said darkness is fast

You were not entirely correct

I will prove you wrong

Because my deed was an answer

To what you did to me

So no darkness was with me then

But the light

Forsaken now?

No. Never because of your mention.

Thank you for your "appreciation"

Drawn (to me)

Drawn to me

This energy

This is not new to me

But it is to you, I suppose 

Drawn to me

A hypnotizing touch

And a blurred imagery

Drawn to me

And my energy

A complicated story

Blind and frozen

 The cruelty behind a decision

This cruelty hurts the most

And really fails to see the truth

A blind person

Frozen in fear

This is the situation I am in

But more than one person is like this

What can I do to change their minds

Nothing is my answer now

Angry

 As the anger reigns and there is no calming down    

No one lives forever

Yet another day yet another attack

Attacks everywhere

Peace and justice are left behind

A weapon for peace turned into one for bloody war

I can`t think straight anymore

This world has turned into a mad place

Justice

Brilliance of human nature

It took us forever

To realize what we missed

What you did was wrong

But what the others did was unforgivable too

Advice you are giving me

My life is in danger

And I am not playing games

I am not a child anymore

I require all I need

And I need it now

My quest for justice is yet to begin

Werewolf

Werewolf caught in the city

A fierce beast with human clothes

A beast with sharp mind

Trying to hunt us down

Trying to stay hidden

But I know you

I know what I saw

Mad they call me now

I don`t care I suppose

The truth has to come out

If something happens to me now

Is you protecting your secret

That is why 

Thank you, Jesus that I am still alive

The change

 Scorching draught in my heart

A thousand years without rain in the desert

The change of your heart

How did you do what you did

I can`t know

Beating hearts never die alone

I was shocked at first and didn`t know

What to do and what to say

My mind just went absent

I tried investigating

It was a waste of my time I guess

First rule about the secret 

Is you trust who you trust

And there are people you can`t trust

I guess you trusted me back then

But how do we get back together and when

A thousand years without any rain in the desert

И никога

 И никога без притеснение

Аз виждах в очите ти тревогата, майко

Но бъди смела, както съм аз

В момента

Защото тегобата тепърва предстои

Защото да си богат не значи, че си вечен

И защото да си смъртен значи, че си човек

И никой няма да живее вечно

Но трябва всеки да се бори

Никъде

Никъде не видях каквото исках

Никъде не познах удовлетворението

Но тебе опознах

И това, което ми даде

Затова обещавам борбата да продължи

Колкото и трудно да е

И какво подхранва въображението

Е само една част от всичко

Затова обещавам да бъда твърда, горда

Да не се огъвам пред смъртта

И тази тленност

Да бъда горда с това

Което съм в момента

Незнание

Незнанието

Безсъзнанието

Наказанието

И ето пак - едно и също

Повтарящи се грешки

Непрекъснато

Какво да правя

Да затворя очи пред това

Не трябва

Много болка

Наказание

Само това

Но смирение

И повече без самота

Защото това

Не само убива

То заразява

И така

Изказах се

Crimson fear

Imprisoned by the fear I stand alone

Crimson fear

That I can`t go on

But I will try nonetheless

And I will prove them wrong

Because they should have known

But they don`t

I will try

I will try to fight it

I will try to stay alive

No matter what the enemies have in mind

And they are many

I suppose now 

It is time to strengthen myself

Because no friends can soothe my broken heart

No friends can really help me with this

Now that I know I am the one

Inheritor of bad and good

Inheritor of what can`t be undone

Fighting alone

Once more

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Lovely day

Lovely day

Because you left me fighting alone

Because I saw the truth

The truth is one and only one

That I will be alone in my endevours

Thank you, I suppose

For letting me know

I can`t care less now

Because it was always like this

But now I just realized it

I can`t go on but I will try

And don`t even try

To break my try to fly

Overruled

Overruled by the pain

You just decided to remind me of it again

The map that used to lead to you

Now leads to pain only

Now alone I am trying hard to stay alive

Because pain is just a reminder

We are alive when we suffer

But when we laugh too

And nothing compares to you

Your love, heavenly father

We are (what we are)

We are what we are

We are just part of the universe

We are the hope of the new beginning

We are the new warriors

But even the toughest warriors can get hurt

This pain shall continue

Until there is a cure for our pain

Because deceit controls our spirit

Because united we must be

Fear overrules my mind

Everytime

Fearful of the past

Fearful that I might be caught

Imprisoned by the fear

Nowhere to run

Nowhere to hide

The cruelty of the one who doesn`t help

Because fear overrules his mind, too

We are warriors and have to fight each day

To stay alive

Hopefully, this ends soon