Invisible

 Invisible yet present

Are you an ally or an enemy

I can`t tell

I found out the truth

A secret visitor of the premises of my home

A clear proof I have

Interesting story

Not telling it for glory

Again confused

Again not knowing the entire truth

Finding things I haven`t noticed

I`m not crazy I hope

The voice

I love the way you hate me

I love the way you sedate me

I love the way you are out to get me

I love the way you are about to delete me

I can live now truly

Because I know I am a threat to you

And you want only to destroy me

The voice in my head telling me everything I need

Comforting me and all

(lol)

Good job in making me sick

I`m sick when I think of you

And especially when I see you on the street

What once was weak isn`t weak

Turning my weakness into power you have no idea about

Crazy and odd for letting me live my hybrid life

(lol)

Locked inside a prison

It seems that I`m freer than you today and every day

Because I love with all my heart

Despite your corrupt idea for reality

The reality we are living in

This is why I sing with my fingers on the keyboard

A mess

 A great mess

So many stuff

So little time

To enjoy all

To play with all

To play with you too

I am nothing like you

I enjoy everything I touch

I appreciate it truly

A mess in my head they say

That`s rich and deserves a laugh really

You mess with me, I mess with you

Disappear

Disappear from my broken heart

Once I was yours

Was not that enough

Now you creep into my sleep

Being what I am

And you being who you are

Knowing all and knowing why

I can tell by the way you said She hates me

Oh, no, somehow you know

Can`t do much about amending the situation

That`s why I sleep without a problem

That`s why you can`t

Stalking me out of the blue

Coming to my town to see me

Pathetic

Truly

What you love

I will come into your sleep

Your dreams

I will destroy what you love most

Because you love the enemy

I will come to demand a transgression 

Out of your conforming nature

Because sleep is for the weak

(lol)

Let`s not mistake lack of sleep as a weakness

Now, let`s talk about something that matters really

Friendships that are fake don`t last

But love comes in all forms and shapes to show us life`s good enough

Свободна

 Уж свободна да избира

Свободна, но не съвсем

В затвора всеки ден

В капана на инфлацията и цинизма 

Уж свободна, но никак

И живот в социална изолация

Такава обстановка не се търпи

Безпаричие и безработица

Няма край тази безпътица

Няма край мъката

Transgression

Ugly truth

Beautiful lie

Life is a game to you

May God be with you all

Because evil is lurking near

You shall not become its victim

God has not forsaken us 

We must fight for our rights tough

Against the transgression of our enemies

Against the evil in their mind

Against the stress in their presence

They have ugly souls

Killing you killing me

 Another day, another atrocity

Another one bites the dust

You have taken everything you can from me

You want more I bet

I can give you all my hate

Is this enough for you

I bet it`s not

No shame you have for all you`ve done

No shame and you keep breaking me

Killing you killing me

It`s the only solution

Рециклиране

 080014100 - Телефон за национално "рециклиране" Изобщо не си губете времето с тези. Ако правите ремонт вкъщи и имате нужда от извозване на отпадъци това НЕ са вашите хора. По телефона се направиха на интересни на човек с инвалидност. Не им прави чест. Търсете частни превозвачи или някой друг, който да ви помогне с извозването. Изключително съм разочарована и от отношението на хората в Бюрото по труда, които твърдят, че нямат подходяща работа и да съм си търсила работа сама. Пиша всичко това с прескърбие, защото оцеляването ми е поставено буквално на карта. Всеки, който се опитва да прави нещо добро бива наказван по някакъв начин.

Тежка прокоба

 Тежка прокоба над едно село

 Тежка тегне и до днес

 Молитви трябват и водосвет

 Защото светец го е проклел

Да не се разбират сестри две

Там където има

Да се събират, но да не се разбират никога

И така и до днес

Затова страда челядта в толкова много къщи там навред

Молитви трябват и водосвет

Защото е тежка прокобата

Най-тежка - от светец!

Защото не му дали подслон в селото 

Breaking the curse

Praying that the land curse will be broken

Praying with all my heart

Because love will find its way, I believe

And the sound reason will purify the name

Of the town that is hidden here by choice

Protection of the heavens

I pray and today let not pass in vain 

This day is sunny but the night was tough as hell

Praying that today a progress will be made

And the light will fall upon the mentioned town again

And forever let it stay

No comment

My face

Your hand

I can`t

I can`t explain the way I feel right now

I feel like you`ve taken all from me

But I will try to fight this feeling

And I will try to stand my ground until

Another one comes to "save me"

Because saving me this way is a curse

And being beautiful is a curse as well

I have no comment for what you`ve done

But a secret must remain

Because too many secrets revealed might start a flame

No one has to know

No one has to know

But now they do

What are you going to do

It`s up to you only

I am amazed by your stupidity

How could you do such an unspeakable deed

I am not the one who will judge you but God

Get away from me and my life

You deserve to disappear

Nothing much, nothing less

And disappear now

Because shadows of the night are here today

And every day when I think of you

Vampire

Vampire heart

Made of stone

But full of love

Life is hard

But the truth protects us both

Warrior of the light in dark clothes

Blood and life

Forever

Casual revenge

For a casual revenge today

I decided to drink tea instead of anything else

The tea you`ll never know

Because you want all

And you know you want what is not yours

That is why I`m staying inside

And I`ll fight until the end

Getting my armour ready for tomorrow

And the rest of my life

Casual revenge - life is not the same

With such high stakes

Dreamy

Dreamy mood, watching the stars

Dreamy and hopeful for the future bright

Dreamy still not forgetting the hurt and betrayal

Between good and evil, between bliss and ill thoughts

Forever destined to dwell between two worlds

Reality and imagination

Wishes out of desperation and fear

Nothing compares to real love

Hybrid

Hybrid life

Escapism in my sleep

Hybrid life

Emotions deep

That I can`t forget

No matter how much I want them to evaporate

Hybrid vision

Sleep with one eye open

And be with two steps ahead

Hybrid vision and deep love

Forsaken I shall be not

P.S. Grammarly says it`s in formal style. Lol. Idk

The venom

You poisoned my brain

You wanted all for yourself

You are greedy and evil

You sure are going to hell

Because you have no humanity

All you have is a thirst for profit

Stealing my sanity daily

With your stupidity

The venom you are making me take

Will backfire for sure one day

Dangerous

Dangerous thoughts in my mind

Dangerous and lethal sensation in my blood

Nothing can stop me now

Being alive in this crazy world

Is not for everyone

Tempted

Leave your logic aside

Love is talking now

Tempted by the mere sweet moments

Tempted by your love

I can`t forsake now

All that I am responsible for

I can`t lose control

Tempted by your love

Love is talking now

Stay away from me now

You know you have to

I know you

And I know you know me too