All I want for Christmas is suffering for you
Suffering - the well-deserved suffering for you
To know that I am still alive in spite of you
To deal with all alone
The way I used to
Everyhing changes in a second
Life or death - but the word of God remains
And it states that no art is gone
Ignoring you hurts me more than anything
This is why I shy away from people
Who pretend all is well
Because nothing is well with me
When you ignore me too
They tried
They failed
The enemies
I stood alone in the face of danger
They failed
Still, I hope one day
They will realize the mistake
Still, I hope that one day all the hatred will come to an end
Naturally, I am her
The one who doesn`t beg for you
For attention - not at all
Your mercy is with me
Because I did all I had to do
For you, I was all
Naturally
I am who I am
I am the one who loves you
I am the one who doesn`t lie to you
Insane - the devil is in the details
Insane - I remain the same
Insane - it`s crystal clear
Insane - nothing washes away the pain
Nothing but you
This is why I stand here
And I fight for myself
Insane - although it`s hard for me and you
Blood and horror
The horror in my mind
No honour
Nothing to fight for
Desperation is with us now
But we fight to stay alive
Amidst all adversity
We keep on fighting
And we are not afraid of dying
Despite the enemies` tries
Painful steel
Like daggers in my soul
Your touch I am missing
Even your frown
The pain remains
More than anything
I am missing you, love
Nothing is the same
Without you
Here with me you should be
Not so far away
Away from me
